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Friday, May 31, 2002
I went to the furneral and burial.....i will write tomorrow• • • • • Thursday, May 30, 2002
I saw him lying there...peacefuly....quiet as can be....just the way i remember him.....only this time it was for good....when i first saw him i had tears of pain....i quickly glanced away.......after a few moments of gathering myself together and controlling the tears i went a little closer......and this time......i could picture his smile on his face......he was happy.....the pain was over and he had moved on.....i had tears of happiness now.....i blew him a kiss....for i knew it would be my last.....now i turn to walk away......away from a guy who i wish i got to know better...cause from what i knew he was great............
Tomorrow i will be going to greg's furneral and burial.....till then...Peace • • • • • Wednesday, May 29, 2002
Yeah somthign new to my page i'm stilll learning with this fuckin html crap...to bad i didn't pay attention in computer class.....As you can see i got a counter cause man i'd like to know how many times the WoNdErFuL jOuRnAl is being viewed cause well i like to be a little nosy of the ppl who are nosey of me.....the lyrics on the side are from OPM and well they are fucking kicken b blahhhha ahlahalaha a bbalha blah! meh whatever.....anyways i'm only happy right now cause i got a counter but man i'm tired and i have to go to work and well hopefully i'll find someone to come with me to the furneral friday and well the viewing tomorow cause i can't go tonight cvause i'm freaking working anyways going to do something now Peace• • • • • i got the job i got the job ekkkkkkkkman i'm going to be managing a office and like running the whole joint!!!!! holy fuck holy fuck eeeekkkkk i'm excited!!!!!!!!!!! best news all day!!!!!!!!• • • • • This morning i look back on this pastyear and i see that i've 3 ppl my age and who were close to me, some more then others, pass on... first it was jaret who was killed in a car accident on my loch lomomd rd.....then the was gary whofound a lump on his leg and wouldn't go to get it checked out until it was too late.....and now its greg wo could barely make it to his graduation cause he was so ill......as you can see there is a lot of death around me and this is only counting friends........not famile and ppl i just know• • • • • Tuesday, May 28, 2002
You probably all remember your first real crush.....I sure do.....mine was a guy who lived in the same neighbourhood. We went to the same elementary...had the same friends..hung out...went to the same little parties in school....he was an older boy, only by a year though...i remember i liked him from grade 4 all the way to grade 8 and beyond...he was a good looking guy, tall dark hair nice dark tanned looking skin and a nice smile that made me feel warm...i remember i use to wirte 'I LOVE G.A." on all my books and desks and just on anything i could get a hold of.. there was this time in a rememberance day play that he and i had to play husband and wife.. i still blush to this day...he was even my paperboy for awhile.. i remember i use to run out just to talk to him....hahaha one day he was riding up my street with his shirt off and i was melting LOL.....even in high school i still had a thing for this guy......i even got into a few of his classes.......we started talking again and well nothing came of it ...... grade 12 he found out he had lukemia It was just yesterday that i was walking by his house with a friend of mine and i said to him i should go in and ask how he is cause it was awhile since i last talked to him....i should have but i didn't and now i must live with the fact that i didn't get to see him when i have a chance on the last day of his life • • • • • Sunday, May 26, 2002
wowo i'm so excited about dylan it was fun getting up at the fucking crazy time and waititng in line for tickets....the night before Jezz and i got the tickets we hung out and picked up Mark a ol'friend of mine and went to see a movie.......holy moly is all i have to say...wow....Anyways i might be getting a job over in millageville....i hope cause i can work there full time and then at the swiss parttime....HOLY FUCK i'm listening to the radio and well there was another accident on my lochlomond road where someone die ....with in this past week.....i'm going to walk on the road now in the bushes so i don't get hit by a car.....yeah my job...i'd work from 9-5 cause mark gets off at 4 and well its by his house so we can chill..............holy shit i'm tired now i'm going to bed Peace• • • • • Saturday, May 25, 2002
OHH BABY 4TH ROW FOR DYLAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll talk more later Peace• • • • • Friday, May 24, 2002
man i'm getting up at 4 am to line up for my DYLAN tickets with jess and jen...this is going to so kick ass!!!!• • • • • Wednesday, May 22, 2002
yeah i'm so fucking crazy...i was tlaking to this buddy on icq who i found on like random chat...found out where he lived....like in my hood! so i went to his house and just spent the last 2 hours talking and shit......thats so fucking crazy what if he was like a cereal killer or something....i'd be dead right now and you wouldn't be hearin this shit......actually hes a cool guy but he smokes dope so i'm going to have to pass but on these summer days its coll to chill with him so why not...got to get ready for work
Peace • • • • • Do you have any Preperation H for skateboards?Yes yes the good ol'prank calls from Bootlegger to Freedom........HAHAHA Justin is such a dumb-bell he actually got out the book to call the suppliers.....anyways i had a good day off yesterday chilled and did ma things with Melissa and then watch pet semetary 2 with jesse....then i went home with subway food and talked to reg on the phone and then i went out with jezzikah last night to the mall where the buddy in bootlegger asked me to call up freedom across the hall and prank them..it worked..then jezz and i went to see "the new guy" i really liked that movie and well i want to go again.....WHOS THE BITOCH NOW.........DYLAN IS COMING TO SAINT JOHN!!!!!!!holy fuck holy fuck holy fuck AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*sings* i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan i'm going to go see bob dylan ........ ENOUGH i'm going back to bed now....PEACE!!• • • • • Monday, May 20, 2002
3 tables $32...man and i was only suppose to host tonight.i looked real cute in my hostest uniform taking orders..........anyways Tom this fucking asshole i work with is such a stuck up moher fucking prick who think s hes fuckin king shit of this unworthy meanless over something of a fucking world........man hes so fucking slack and well he came to work today 1huor and 15 mins late during the super rush what a fucking knob and hes so fucking 2faced i want to punch him twice! argh and i wanted to fuck ***** so freaking bad but i left cause its hard to control myself...i gtg peace• • • • • Saturday, May 18, 2002
no time to write 3x 12 hour days in a row..............................• • • • • Wednesday, May 15, 2002
today i just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry all day.... last night started everything and from then it was a chain reaction.........first marcey then WORK my boss is a prick and well god damn there are no words that are stong enough to explain.,.......but my highlight was seeing reg and nick in the swiss yet again....nick has a problem..i think hes dehydrated cause i have to bring him 3 glasses of pop to start off and well fill them up like every 5 mins...........i hope he was pissen like a racehorse...muhahhahahhahahha..well i must go call will back and eat some of my chocolate cheescake..Peace• • • • • Tuesday, May 14, 2002
danielle i want to know how drama fest was.......did you do him??????• • • • • man i had stuff to say but i forget it all .......but yesterday i was in a state of surprise.........................man i'm like a goddess......J knows........................i'm not a corrupting person...ppl just let me do it• • • • • Sunday, May 12, 2002
yeah mothers day was busy as hell!!!!....Ohhh and wel i'd like to know is my ass that appealing....so appleaing that i swear it was slapped grabbed and gropped today like 50 times....even by a gay guy?!?!?!?!??!! man bed time peace
P.S. Reg is HOT • • • • • Saturday, May 11, 2002
WOW I LOVE 14 HOUR SHIFTS!!!!!! 10 am till 12 gotta love it..............anyways i'm going to go play now
Peace • • • • • Yeah last night was crazy i tell yah...........before work a lazed around at kevin's jsut talking which was cool...then i went to work...it was so freaking busy!!! from 5 till like 8:30 we have a waiting list................yeah i got home at like 11:30 or12:30 ur something fuck i don't know all i know is i have to be at work in 15 mins again...........and i'm makeing myself sick by eating this chocolate cheesecake that i got from work last night....OEOWOOWWOWWWWWWWoooooooo my stomach......YEAH GEOFF THANKS FOR CALLING and well i hope you enjoyed your note jesse...and my friend S*** admited to me last night that he is gay and well he dumped J**** like after a month...........My goodness i'm off to workPeAcE • • • • • Friday, May 10, 2002
OH BABY I"M SUCH A NERD!!!! yeah i'm going back to school today :) is anyone good at math and english so you can help me?????
help wanted• • • • • Thursday, May 09, 2002
Ohh baby look who got paid today!!!!
Yeah my day was awful other then that...i was suppose to work at 5 but at 1pm the owner gord called me and said i was suppose to be at work for 12..my oh my i was pissed they changed the schedual on me!!! yeah so i missed a chance to spend time with Jesse...ARGH GOD DAMNIT..Bed time Peace • • • • • Wednesday, May 08, 2002
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (any way); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. • • • • • Man last night i was the more cold hearted bitch ever and now i reget everything i've ever said or done in my life... and i hope the person i was talking to last night reads this because i don't know...i guess i do have a heart and well i totally tore this other heart apart...i'm nothing but a ruthless undeserving whore of a bitch• • • • • Yeah i'm off for another day of work...ain't this great another 12 hours....Can you feel the love??? Anyways I hung out with Will last night...good guy but me give me a few weeks and i will be able to so take him.....god damn bruses...i have to serve ppl and they are going to think i was fightin in the kitchen.....Hahahah anyways i must be heading off to get all pretty and presentable so...Peace OHHHHH SOMEONE STOP BY WORK CAUSE I LIKE TO SEE PPL• • • • • Tuesday, May 07, 2002
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Yeah had a nice night out with laura.....haven't been out with her in a long time do we went to a movie and then to the swiss for a bite to eat and then we went to a bar to watch the hockey game....then we went to jesse's crib hung out and what not..........bought a new cd today..........Morrison Hotel..meow!!! love it love it love it baby...now i'm talking to jesse on icq and a few other ppl like Josh who is running back and fourth from his computer to his tv while talking to me and watching RAW and talking to Fuzz ur whatever the hell his name is.............anyways im going to bed for another 14 hour sleep cause i can and i don't have work again tomorrow....GIDDY-UP
Peace y'all • • • • • ok ok i'm back and i'm actualyy up my feet are so fucking sore....god damn crazy ass mother fucking hours at work....well on my "break" i took yesterday at work i went home then came back in street clothes sat at the bar and had a drink with jasin....then i went back t work until about 10 and got off back into street clothes and have another drink....at the bar.........yeah for those ppl who i normally talk to a lot..I'M SO SORRY I"VE BEEN BUSY AS FUCK...these next 2 days i'm off but then wednesday i'm back on seating from 11-4 and 5-9 then thursday i serve from 12-4 and 5:15 till 9:30..then friday i seat from 5-9 and saturday from 11:30 till 5:30..oh and mothers day i'm on from 5-9 which will probaly change to 3-10 so man i'm busy as fuck and this schedual is subjected to change....i want to go out for lunch tomorrow ....jezzikah are you working? yeah so i'm heading back to ma bad to get some more rest cause damn i'm fucking tired eeeeek PEACE• • • • • Sunday, May 05, 2002
I'll strangle you to death and choke you again, and break your fucking legs til your bones poke through your skin!!!• • • • • I'm a bad little kitty i might tell you why if i like you but even if i like you i might not tell yah• • • • • yeah i'm finally home from work and i think dale is so awsome...................Thanks dale your the best.........yeah so i'm tired and now i'm going to bed and probably going to call marcey but piff who knows ...i'll write about these past 2 days tomorrow on my day offPEACE • • • • • Saturday, May 04, 2002
Yeah i'll tell you about my wonderful day yesterday at work later on today cause i'm getting ready to go back for another 10 hours....great 4 hour shifts my ass• • • • • Friday, May 03, 2002
Oh my god i was reading danielle's blog a second ago and then i went to James and i was reading and holy shit i found out the truth!!!!Danielle had a crush on chris' uncleClIcK hErE fOr ThE tRuTh• • • • • MAN OF MAN I SO KICKED ASS LAST NIGHT AT WORK!!!! I think i saw Nick G....i would have went to talk to im but he was with a gal and well i didn't want to interrupt cause i might not have been him.........anywas at work i made one of the top spots for beer and stuff sales......i'm good baby.........the fucking tips kick ass tooo.....ohh there were these 3 boys who came in at the last of my shift...i think they must have been about 10-13ish.....well they ordered sherly temples(blah i can't spell) they had separate bills and so each one gave me $5 for something that was like $2.06 and they all said at the same time "keep the change" and they gave me a little wink...PHUNAY as hell i tell yeah i even think they made me blush a little cause 2 of my super-v's were standing right there and brok down into laughter.....I love my job....today i work from 11:30 till 3:30 anyways i'm heading off i'll write more later and well it was good seeing you yesterday J****...............Peace Y'all• • • • • Wednesday, May 01, 2002
Yeah work so rocks.......i actually didn't drop or spill anything :) i'm soo goood only had 2 parties but the tips were good....damn old ppl take too long...i could have had more ppl but no it takes 2 hours to eat...........yeah i work tomorrow from 5:30 till 9:30....OHH today Reg and Nick came in with jermey and his Bro...hehehehe the Future Shop boys.....yeah B.B. King last night rocked...i know once he dies he'll be like a jimi hendrix but not quite cause Jimi is god....Yeah there was this drunk guy behind me and some of the things he was saying...FUNNAY as Hell.....eeeek man it was fun OOOOH and the funny part is i went with my old soccer coache's wife!!! Brenda so kicks ass.....yeah there was a table of about 15 and it was all the 2nd yr accounting ppl..one of them is a cutie!!! he looks like a surfer...........Ohh i seen Kalen last night at BB King...man tristan said he was going to be there but i never saw him....mom wants to take me out for drinks sometime at the Swiss.................Carl misses me too much• • • • • OH MY GOD ONE LAST THING I LOOKED AT MY EYES AND THEY ARE BACK TO BLUE......YOU ALL GOT A GROOVE THANG SO USE IT!Peace I'm off to see the wizard• • • • • Man after i get back from my first day of actual work i'll tell you all about BBKING BABY!!!yeah danielle thats why i wasn't at home or answering my celly cause i was there • • • • • |
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